♥Desiree's Thinking♥

LIED..

2009-10-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

my dear had cheated on me..
im keep think why guys always can lie to their girlfriend and find a lot of excuses when the lie get burst out..
i really dunno how can i forgive my boyfriend or maybe we should just end up our relationship?
i dont like and i hate my boyfriend lie to me..
that day i asked me whether you are a boyfriend who shouldn't be believe?
i feel bad when he asked so..
i tried to stop suspecting him..
end up, he really lied..
what's the thing which make me so unhappy isn't that you always out going..
but your lies..

Missing you..

2009-09-27T11:08:00.000-07:00

dear goes back to K.L today..
time fly..
start to miss ya..
when will be the next time for you come back again?=<
T.T

Just a day..

2009-09-25T10:53:00.000-07:00

dear has goes to chung's house for playing mahjong..
hope to follow but i know that i had went out at night always recently..
so i'm not following..
thought he will at least text me although i didn't go..
maybe he just so into the game..
a message take an hour with just a few words..
hmm.. after having a whole day long class..
tired, wish you would chat with me..
............

=boys and girls thought=

2009-09-24T09:49:00.001-07:00

=girls thought=

why boys do like to look at other girls even though they have their own girlfriend?
boys always talk about wao, this leng lui that leng lui..
isn't that really fun?
why boys do like to waste credit to call other gals instead of own girlfriend?
why boys do not feel satisfy to have their own girlfriend only?
why boys do like to hang out with other gal although clearly know that you already have another?
why boys always do not understand girls feelings?
boys use to say, we nothing just normal FRIEND..
but how your girlfriend will think?
as a girlfriend will say ooo, nothing..
but deep inside the girls heart?
how do girls think?
you guys know it?

=boys thought=

why girls always want to think so much?
why give so much to them still not satisfy?
what you want me to do?
why girls always cry?
why so easy to get jealous?
and..
so so on..........

*what a guy will think if guys are standing at the opposite position?*

Fun night?

2009-09-19T11:49:00.000-07:00

i skip one class today=p
bring my sis to cut her hair since my sis keep "lao gai"=.=
when we reach there, we saw our cousin who getting marry soon^^
she's doing manicure and pedicure over there..
the salon is full, we have to wait one more hour to cut my sis's hair..
we wait over there..
after 15min, i start to be sleepy..
i keep saying wanna go home for my beauty sleep..
hehe..

on the way home..*driving*

my photo.. that's some pic i took in salon..
Mk birthday today, two event tonight..
one is his birthday while another one is my cousin inviting us to eat "chao fen" before the day she marry..
i choose to go to MK's birthday XD
we mom mom at Kampai with whole gang of friends, although some of them are strangers for me.. huhu..
wao, when i pick up the menu just to have a look with it..
oh my gosh, rm46 for 1set..
luckily there're still some cheaper food.. phww..
i had order chicken katsu, sounds nice?

dunno what raw meat boat?=D ~Edamame~ set of chicken katsu

later on we go to vodoo..
meet wai hoe they all over there..
such a long time dint go for clubbing..
i'm scare that you will say, since you also can go club, why i cant?
this makes me worry..
if you really want to go, then go ahead..
but i really don't like my bf to be a clubber.

vodoo's night..

Frankly speaking of you..

2009-09-06T19:44:00.000-07:00

i'm going out with james at night again..
we go to mcd, hungry..
i ask him whether want to ask his friends out or not?
he shakes his head..
then he says when he be with me, he doesn't hope to be with others friends..
vise versa.. when he be with his friends he doesn't hope me to be there also..
how i feel after hear this?
mmm.. are we really be together?
for couple, they use to hope to be with their another..
but you?
i dunno this relationship will maintain until when..
maybe not long..

Parade Again=.=

2009-09-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

early in the morning go out and take my new I.C in Jelapang..
damn sleepy..
after that go to granny's house again..
sigh, feeding mosquitoes..
i think i will anemia someday..
lack of blood..
then we go parade again..
my auntie wanna buy some bed sheets for my cousin who's getting marry soon..^^
mmm.. so sien..
nothing to do, nothing to buy..
when we pass by hip hop arena..
mummy goes and see the manicure shop..

my new nails design, pingu.. cute 3D ribbon..^^

when we reach home, i go and find my dear again..
something wrong with his house's lines..
he has to print out the notes and study..
but so sorry that my printer having problem also..
thought can give him a help..
luckily i'm so clever..
take my SD card and save all the notes for him..
so he can print it at home..
phwww..
so close..
i thought it doesn't work=p
wao.. his mummy at home, everyone's there..
pressure pressure=.= i!!
this time his mummy didn't look at me in a weird way..
later his dad is back..
he's after playing squash, i think..
>.<>
la la sheng ciao liao..

2009-09-05T12:23:00.000-07:00

Friendship is beautiful..
don't you guys think so?=)

Away from friends..

2009-09-05T12:02:00.000-07:00

i saw my enemy's blog..
so good..
reunion..
last time use to be friend with sam they all..
miss the time we went to Genting and K.L together..
but everything seem like started to change after we all going to study..
i'm staying in Ipoh, ah shui them in Kampar..
woei hann at K.L, so do my dear too..
although distance is far away from each other, i still hope to be friend with you guys..
maybe sometimes busy, didn't contact..
doesn't mean forget..
i know that you guys will misunderstand that we dating then will forget you guys..
it isn't like this actually.. its not true..
i knew ah shui is mad with james and i cause we always do not find him..
but when we went to the snooker place and find you guys..
you all like do not want to bother us!!
i also going to be mad..
stand there for quite a long period, we both still like invisible..
feel bad.. i think james feel that too..
even though he said nothing, you guys are like that..
but i feel that's too over..
maybe you guys really angry with us..
sorry then..
but you guys just make me feel how fragile this friendship is..
don't you feel that's so pathetic?
maybe you will think, ok as you say so..
can't you just send me a forward or greeting messages?
okay, my fault..
but i really do not have this habits..
most of my friends they don't even get my forward message before..
sorry guys for any misleading your mind..
i do not mean lost contact isn't friends..
take care guys=)

~Movie watching~

2009-09-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

watching final destination with my dear today..

i go to buy the tickets early in the morning, scare will sold out..

i intention asked my dear come back one..

at first he doesn't want to come back, but i threatening him..

if he not coming back watch movie with him then i don't want him..

hehe, dear so good..

really come back although alot assignment and exam coming=p

i'm bad sweetheart, hehe..

our movie tickets^^

when i'm on the way back, alice suddenly send me a message and tell me that she's eating with her sis..
later will go jj, ask me whether awake anot?
what happening? i thought yu wern not coming back so you don't go out..
i'm called her at once.. that day she said next time means today..
shit!! what am i gonna do with this?@.@
i invite james, bought tickets..
felt so so so sorry..
luckily alice so kind, said nvm^^
thanks for not angry me.. muacks.. love sei lei.. hehe..
shhh.. don't let my dear see this, later say, hor.. you love her..
my sor sor dear=p
we have brunch at kopitiam.. eat breakfast^^

1. Pour 2. Drink 3. Keep Drinking 4. Smile. Appreciate this..

our lunch breakfastXD

the movie is going to start soon..
omg.. hurry hurry!!
finally we get there in time=)
ermmm..
actually this movie not that nice for me..
not scary, bloody but not horrible..
tention? maybe abit, not so good in my opinion=>
after movie watching, we go see the couple watches lu..
what type suit us?
sigh.. dear like rectangle shape, i like round..
i like steel, he like leather stripe=.=
what to do with this differences?
hope we get what we want^^
expected it..
later on we go to parade..
continue searching for the watches..
i think is zero harvest for us today=(
but.. at least, we get some photo shooting^^
weeeee....

right here waiting for dear~nike fitting room

here we are^.^

is the polo-T dear try on nice?
it looks like kiddy clothes for me..
haha..
kiddy dear wear kiddy shirt=p
dear hope to have it, i feel it..
but he say no money..
what am i gonna do?=<
i know he try so hard to save money for our 1year anniversary present..
so do i..
when i reach home, i ask dear why no money that day still bought that adidas shirt for me?
he say he doesn't want me to be unhappy=<
make me feel so guilty..
sorry dear.. make you can't buy the shirt you like=(

Exam around the corner..

2009-09-03T01:42:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh..
my T4 exam is coming..
what the hell am i doing at home..
just feel sleepy once i open my book..
helpp!! god, where are you?
mmm.. ask mummy buy 6green apples for me..
daddy's trick X'D
does it help???
FOCUS.. haha..

i think mix with other apples
will be more effective=D

dad, i think i can totally focus
if you put this 3G apple iphone
in front of me X'D

Depressing..

2009-09-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

i'm not in good mood now..
and you fall asleep..
who i should find?
today we didn't talk much but quarrel!!
want to wake you up..
but i know you having class at 8am..

so tiring..
~heart breaker~

The begining of the bored day + bored class

2009-09-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

i'm having T6 for the 1st day..
guess what happen?
huuu.. that principal is giving speech for few hrs..
although his class is over, he still po-pek po-pek..
oh my god, almost 4hrs...
you found that's interesting to talk then talk to yourself please..
or maybe the wall, stop wasting our time talking something not related to the topic we learned..
please please please.. do you know that we really not in that patient to hear you..
oh no, is LISTEN to you.. guess what? if you keep talking, you really will get throw by a slippers someday..
of course i hope it won't be slippers..
it will be better to be Sabot, i'm sure it will be definetly a nice shot..
haha..
we suppose can go home cause the lecture is on leave..
and what you say is, you all suppose have class for now right?
you guys shoudn't be tired for now..
hey, come on..
some students not driving to college..
you thought everyone so rich?
for some students parents who have to work and intentionally pick up there children back home, need to wait until you finish your speech only can go home?
what if they get fire?you employ them?
just because you are principal?
study account, must manage our time well also..
do you really know about it?
seem like talking til very pro..
you say we should not always listen to the boss..
if we don't listen to you..
what will you do?
throw us out of the class room right?
shit!!! i do really mad about you..
arghhh..
skip this.. after this we have lunch at North zone..
Indian food.. it will be nicer for me if that's hot..
after that we have our malaysian studies class=.=
sien.. no more sweets..
sleepy somemore.. early in the morning til noon..

没有了糖果的糖果盒！！

no moreT.T

drawing of tree & cola bear..
~bad drawing=.=~

Celebration of National Day?!

2009-08-30T02:00:00.000-07:00

my dear is going to celebrate birthday with his friends at rum today..
of course count down for national day along..
i'm thinking that i should give him more freedom..
so i follow fish to mamak and have a drink..

Fish Fish ~ Desiree

i'm sitting at there hoping he'll come and find me..
wait for so long time.. he said 12.30a.m come cause of traffic jam..
it's already 1.45a.m..
i ask my friend,what takes him so long?!
then my friend say impossible, won't jam for so long..
i text him and ask him isn't that he say will come by 12.30a.m?
what he reply me is you say you don't want me come, so i didn't come..
i tell my friend about it, my friend say huh? he seems like doesn't care you..
frankly speaking, i really do not like my dear to go clubbing..
talking bout clubbing, that's more funny..
he tell fish that he's not clubbing just drinking hard drinks..=.=
yea, drinking without dancing, doesn't consider as clubbing right?
then if i go out with a guy, he hold my hand, kiss me not consider as couple..
he didn't sayang me also, hor?!
sigh... you say you will change.. seem like make you suffer..

will this happen one day??T.T

dear it bleeds.. sobx sobx..

I do need you <3

will you follow my way?

We happy together^^

The coming back of my dear..

2009-08-29T04:32:00.000-07:00

raining recently even today is still the same..
my dear find me go gai gai today^^
we have a Secret Recipe brunch together..

my hot chocolate

dear's cuppacino..

~chocolate strawberry cake!!~ ~ our kids mealX'D~

wei, i hvn't eat yet!!

sweetheart's balloon^.^

desiree & james..

Espirit's hat..

i bought a Adidas skirt but its pant inside.. getting poorT.T
then dear so good, bought me the other Adidas shirt which i love..
hehe.. luckily dear paid the shirt for me if not it really cost a leg and an arm..
thanks dear, you are the best^^
love ya so so much.. muacks..
as a rule my mum will pay for me for another shirt..
since you so good bought it for me, let you act as my mummy today la X'D

Sporty Adidas style!!

Dinner in SSTC- Spaghetti Sweet Tea Cafe

2009-08-28T23:27:00.000-07:00

waiting for my food^^

onion mashed potato=q

Pizza de spaghetti...

my drumstick spaghetti with white sauce.. the waitress said it's cook with 2 kind of cheese..

Aligio algo spaghetti.. my mum's food^^

such a nice pudding..='q

happy eating mash potato.. chocolate pudding?!

Free Thursday..

2009-08-27T23:07:00.000-07:00

my sis having an appointment with the facial auntie today..
about 2pm..
after having lunch with mummy..
i fetch my jie jie to the facial shop..
hmm.. where should i go, 2hrs facial time for my sis..
i'm lazy to get home and go out to the town again..
so i went to cut my hair and had my manicure >.<

my fingers..

my sis called me when i'm still in the salon, its already 4.30p.m..
my hair is still wet, waiting for someone to blow it dry..
my sis keep asking me faster faster..
how am i going to get out under the heavy rain and my car is parked far far away from the salon..
luckily the kind hearted salon auntie lend me her umbrella..
after that i went to parade with my sis for awhile..
almost 6p.m..
we rather to wait mummy after work in parade..
then after our dinner straight away drive home..
we yum cha and ate abit snack in Kopitiam while waiting..

desiree who wearing mask in kopitiam

Day 4 in K.L

2009-08-24T22:54:00.000-07:00

going back to Ipoh about 11something..
i'm hungry again.. it's going to rain again..
Yi Wen worried that the rain will getting heavier..
so decided to eat at Bidor..
the "wann tan mee" & "ngap tui mee" at there are so so so delicious..
about one something i got home..
at once, i took james's dirty clothes back to his home..
it must be easier for him when he came back..^^
after that i thought my sis wanna went home..
cause its raining and we had a few hrs journey to come back here..
she asked me to drove to whummie's home..
watched movie in Jusco again=.=
and "UP" AGAIN..
my gosh, i didn't bring jacket..
i'm afraid of cold..
freezing in there..
keep pray for the movie, hope it will end earlier..
haha..

Day 3 in K.L

2009-08-23T22:31:00.000-07:00

we went to Sungai Wang an d Times Square today..
my sis friend, rebecca fetch us went there..
thanks rebecca^^
that's so good that we don't have to take bus or any public transportation..
my dear and i ate subway sandwiches while waiting rebecca to pick us up..
my dear order terriyaki chicken sandwich, i prefer peperoni salami more..
so damn nice >.<
later on, my sis brought me eat curry fish ball at Lau Yat..
yummy='q i'm lovin it..
my stomach still feeling hungry although i ate up a 6inches subway sandwiches and curry fishball..
Sungai Wang.. emm.. use to be crowded huh?
nothing for me to buy over there..
no in mood in choosing clothes but eating=D
then we went to Times Square..
phhwww.. finally i found a dress..
it's a top actually but i'm too short for it and it become a dress for me..

my dress^^

before going to eat dinner i take away 9pieces curry fishball..

glutton me=q
we had our dinner at Kepong.. ate my favourite crabby^^
cheesey crab and "lai yao" crab..
"lai yao" crab might be to oily and dry for me..
i like some crab with some sauce^.*
oh my... i'm still hungry..
what to do??
haha.. 2nd round.. we mom mom bann min..
all food which i love love love..
yipiii..
today is my last day in K.L..
got to go back.. sien again..
bored bored bored..

Day 2 in K.L

2009-08-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

rainy day, such a bad saturday..
oh come on, i am just try to have some fun in K.L just for a few days..
god, you must be kidding me..
can't you just try to put off the rain? maybe after the day i go back to Ipoh?!
my sista has to go for a party today, if we go to shop in Midvalley we've to get back to subang early..
now the rains come, how to go out?
when its drizziling, we ran out to the bus station and meet my dear..
my dear is tiring of walking, we have a thought to walk over to subang parade to take KTM..
but my lazy dear... so we have our cab to Midvalley..
luckily the taxi fees is cheap, just have to take rm20 to get there..
compare to that taxi driver who ask us for rm15 to fetch us from kelana jaya to subang is more and more and more cheaper than it..
damn you.. robber..
before we went out from home, i keep mumbling to my sis because of hungriness>"<
we eat at OH!Sushi.. my japanese food..^^

My love for ya!! why you stun?

Sweet Smile=D

My pretty sista with me=p

Spot the differences? I'm so tiny here>.<

Forever21?

well, i'm just 18..

we went to watch "UP".. i had expecting for this movie for so long..
can't even wait for a second to watch it, wanna watch 3D but since my sis said 3D will make people dizzy, better don't have a try.. lolx..
we watch movie about 9.30pm in pyramid..
i was hoping to sit couple seat with my dear but sorry the couple seat ticket was sold outT.T
my dear cut queue, people waiting and want to buy the ticket so badly..
what he did is cutting queue, actually i'm quite lazy of waiting also..
i said oh my gosh, you cut people's queue?
luckily behind those people not beat you X.X
and then you told me that, you see where you can find a boyfriend like me..
don't have to wait for buying movie ticket=.=
bull shit X'D
after movie, it's clubbing time..
but no motivation of clubbing, hmmm...
Barcelona huh? erm..
bored for me, even loud music and crowded..
i still feel i'm sleepy@.@
my legs were painful, james accompany me sit aside..
i asked him to go out dance with his friends..
i knew he hope so, but he didn't do so..
when woei hann found us, then he left me at hann there and found his friends..
yeah, i asked him to do so.. i mean just now..
before hann came..
so he got into the club.. i had no idea what he did..
dancing, maybe..
flirting, possible..
just don't like he goes clubbing..
damn hate..
i know he will feel unfair to him cause i go to club sometimes..
what to do? hmmm..
maybe he goes club with some friends sometimes without letting me know it..

Day 1 to K.L^^

2009-08-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

today is my day to K.L..
1st time taking bus to K.L alone.. quite nervous..
can't wait to meet my sista and dear^^
of course also my so call enemy, woei hann.. haha..
i thought i'll be sitting alone on the bus, who knows a malay guy sit beside me..
that guy keep coughing and sneeze beside me..
oh my gosh, i'm wondering whether he having H1N1?!!
on the way to K.L he is listening to his mp3..
keep shaking and like gonna dance on the bus=.=
please.. you are on the bus.. not club.. sit properly, k? bastard..
after few hours journey finally reach kelana jaya..
i drank a lot of water when on the bus, wanna pee>.< pants=".=" yet=".=" missed=".=">.< i think we had already walk for 25minutes.. finally.. finally met my dear.. when my shades is on, he can't see me clearly.. he then said, why so familiar want? i'm already not in mood of giving surprise.. yeah, that's me.. super damn damn damn tired and hot..
while waiting for my sis come and pick me up, we sat inside the mcd and waiting..
something bad happen, get to know something..
better don't talk bout that..
just hope to have a happy journey in K.L..

my hapiness and sadness..

My deaR
"i think he must be watching too much Jay Chou's Mtv, niu zhai hen mang X'D"

two noobie, my dear & sis in formal=.=

Couple's lifes..

2009-06-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

we use to know that couples will always be sweet from the beginning of the relationship.. some lovers even believe that the words which said by another part of them.. but do they really stand inside your heart, in a place which can't let anyone get in or replaced? my friends always and always told me that even you are in a relationship, it won't last long.. do they? how long could this relationship stand or hang on?? few days? few seconds? or few months either few years? when 2people so into their relationship, their love, it doesn't mean they will be sweet ever after.. it will somehow end some day.. why don't try to stop this kind of fragile relationship before it cuts you deeper? okay, some people will say if you really really love someone, you will sacrify everything what you have, try to tolerate you.. but after sometime.. tolerate makes someone tired and they have no more energy to persuade you, to coax you when you are down.. at that moment, a sweet joke might even be an excuse for them to blame on you.. keep on argue, blame on each other, either you or him do not want to surrender, later on a couple so will be a couple frustrated with you.. at the end, it will be a tragedy..

About me

2009-06-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

i think i'm a quite interesting girl for some of my friends.. they always feel that i love to talk alot, joking around just like my sis or maybe her friends too.. when i'm quite, they feel i'm freaking weird.. haha.. that's quite fun to hang around with my sis and her friends cause mostly of my friends like anti social, doesn't like to hang out for yum cha and so on.. but my sis's friends are different=) but maybe sometimes, someday, i doesn't love to talk, just want to sit alone, shut my mouth up.. i love to be a joker, making everybody laugh but sometimes a joker might be tired or out of battery need to be charge.. besides making people laugh and happy, i do make people sad and angry too.. i always like a little princess in my home, everyone tolerate me.. but sometimes, something really do make me angry and i'm just mad about that and keep scolding and scolding.. that's quite terrible and horrible to see that me, evil me.. after quarrel, get up to my room.. flash back what i did, it's quite bad.. but what to do? that's what i did.. apologize? my parents will think i'm haunted cause i never did before.. haha.. feeling guilty but they wouldn't know.. sad? just hide in the room and cry.. won't cry out loud, try to control my feelings, but it makes worse.. everyone used to think i'm selfish.. well, i admit that before.. but when i really treat people good, they will also feel i'm bad.. what's the meaning of treating people good for? what you get is just suspect from people.. i have a bad bad temper.. and everytime i get angry, my tears like volcano gonna flow out.. not the tears of sad but mad.. haha.. i had a best friend, i always think she's perfect.. dancing, studying and her personalities.. she's just a role model for me to learn from.. try to cut down my weakness, but even i try so hard.. what i get is just like zero?? =)that's quite disappointed, huh? don't talk about this topic.. let's see, what about me?? hmmm.. i love shopping=) i believe alot of gals or boys love shopping too.. i will feel weird if didn't shopping once a week, even though the place is bored.. small.. i still wanna go there, for a few hours or just a while^^ i'm a nike fans.. i love all the things of nike.. erm.. maybe not all too, can say certain or maybe most of it.. i just LOVE sport things.. everything which look sporty=) yeah, that's me.. i might look girlish sometimes but also sporty too.. i'm not a tall girl with a perfect body like "36","24","36".. i'm just an ordinary girl.. a passed by lady who like fortune teller said i'm a gal who people always love to be with, but well i don't really feel that.. my horoscope is TAURUS.. alot of people said that people who's horoscope are taurus will be very stingy and love money.. erm.. my mummy always said "stingy to spend my money, but not stingy to spend on her money".. clever^^ haha.. i love money, i really do.. i hope i can always have a lot a lot of money for me to shopping.. don't have to look at the price and say" wao, that's expensive and put the stuff you like back to the place".. or keep choosing between the things which you like to buy.. that's a hard decision to make to see both items are the things you love but you only can choose one.. what we use to learn in primary school is not to be greedy, even a little 3 years old kid know about this philosophy too, isn't? but for me, boyfriend is enough to have ONE only.. but listen here, clothes and shoes and all those stuff you love beside boyfriend, there's no such word "greedy" in my dictionary.. buy what you like or love is normal, right? i think so.. everybody hope to get what they love too, i believe most of the people do.. that's just day dreaming, haha.. maybe someday, i can be a millionair.. maybe time could turn back, i will be LEE KAR SENG's wife.. haha.. all bull shit.. kakaka.. but it's good to have dream than nothing right?